it's official--chemo SUCKS!!  The "hitting a wall" feeling is not just hype, it is real. The day of chemo, and the resulting days afterward were awful! I could barely stay awake and aware while on the chemo meds and then the anti-nausea meds. I am still battling IBS and thrush and other such after effects. But, I am taking it one day at a time, and trying to be patient. Next chemo is 06/20 and my Dad is driving me again. I had an allergic reaction to the Neulasta shot the day after chemo, so, when I see the onc on the 11th, she will tell me the new plan. thanks again for all the love and support :)